During a recent live stream, the 34-year-old rapper got real about how reaching the top has isolated her from the people she thought she could trust, and the jealousy she’s experiencing from her inner circle is reshaping who she is as a person.

The Bronx native didn’t hold back when describing what it feels like to achieve at her level. The hardest part isn’t the fame itself, it’s realizing that the people closest to her resent her wins instead of celebrating them. It’s coming from her circle. She described how impossible it’s become to share good news without triggering resentment from those she cares about. Cardi B’s comments about dealing with fake friends and secret resentment have resonated with people who understand that success can be isolating. The toll this has taken on her personality is real. Cardi B said she used to be nice and kind, but the constant attempts to tear her down have made her feel like she’s becoming someone colder and meaner.

She’s reached the highest point of her career and life, but that achievement has come with a loneliness that’s almost unbearable. The rapper’s willingness to discuss these struggles shows a side of fame that rarely gets discussed in interviews. Fresh off a $70 million tour and celebrating her achievements, Cardi B is grappling with the reality that reaching the top means losing the connections that once grounded her.